I very much appreciate all the comments I got on my last post a little over 10 months ago. Since then my math skills have risen to new heights. Sadly, however, my feelings inside have not changed. Loneliness still pours over me like hot molasses. While my math has gone to see new heights my feelings have stayed the same. I've come to find that math is the only thing that makes me happy. I wake up in the morning dreading existence but as soon as I start doing math it seems all my problems go away. Thank you Khan Academy for being my reason to get out of bed.